Below are the 20 most recent journal entries recorded in Fenrir "Shadow Wolf Zero" Darkstalker's LiveJournal:

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Thursday, February 19th, 2009
9:41 am	Happy Birthday I wanna wish a happy birthday to my sweet wolf bayson I hope he has a good day (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Wednesday, July 4th, 2007
7:49 pm	*dusts off the journal* It's been a while hasn't it, since I should pay more attention to this thing, oh well. I assume that some people out there want an update on me so I thought I'd post something for once. Well last time I talked about anything important it was that the doctor at the animal hospital I work at was leaving on maternity leave and that she was due back in January, well things have changed quite a bit since then. The doctor never came back, instead she resigned two weeks before she was due back from maternity leave and left the hospital in limbo because of that. At the time I was subbing at a bunch of different Banfield locations until I was taken in for part time vet tech at the Arrowhead location. I had been working there for about 3 months when I found out that the doctor was not coming back, this of curse put me into worry mode since I was only working part time and wanted full time hours but thankfully the hospital at arrowhead took me in and kept me as a full time nurse. I've since been working at Arrowhead and like it there even though we've had some major ups and downs such as one of the two doctors working there stepped down and we've lost two nurses and one csc but all in all I'm happy there. It's kinda cool I've officially been a tech for a year and a half and look forward to the future in the field and hope that I keep helping animals for years to come. Enough about me though, I'd like to wish all those heading to AC to have a safe trip and have fun, wish I could be there but hey there's always next year. To everyone else take care and know that you're in my thoughts *hugs and nuzzles* Current Mood: calm Current Music: Nightwish - Eva (13 Comments |Comment on this)
Tuesday, September 19th, 2006
8:47 pm	I know I know I suck at updating this thing Well I know it's been a while since I've updated this thing so lets get going. Work has been going well, just to catch you up on things my doctor is pregnant and just went on maternity leave today after being checked into the hospital over the weekend with contractions. As of late the hospital has been sorta like hell, let me explain. A few months back one of our nurses went on vacation in Las Vegas and somehow or another she fainted and hit her head on the concrete and got a concussion, she's been out now for months because doctor's don't know why she fainted and are doing tests on her to find out her problem so down one nurse. Afterward another one of our nurses decides to quit because she wanted to have a job at home so she could spend time with her soon to be born baby, so strike two nurses now, then another of our nurses decided to transfer out of our hospital in favor of going to a new hospital, strike three now. Well we still would've been fine with just three nurses at the hospital, though we'd all be busy as heck but then another bomb drops. Seems that one of our nurses has been dealing with a messed up knee for years but decided in her stubbornness to ignore it well that's fine and dandy until the knee decides to make itself known, so the nurse was in pain for a while and finally had to go to a doctor, well long story short she's out on medical leave because of knee surgery leaving just myself and one other nurse to run the entire hospital. Now when I say run the hospital I mean run the hospital, we have to care for dropped off pets, surgeries, appointments and clean up and organize the hospital, so it'd been really fun let me tell you *drips with sarcasm* So for two weeks I've been working double shifts just to keep things running somewhat smooth and let me tell you I'm worn out, thank God for the doctor taking leave now I have a few days to rest before heading to another hospital temporarily till she gets back. Hopefully now my stress level will go down a lot. I had more to say but I don't feel like venting about it right now, because it'll only cause more drama and I don't need that right now, so please forgive me if I'm pissy on IMs tonight someone was rather rude to me and I'm rather upset about it end of story. Anyhow I'll update this things soon I'm sure, hopefully with happy news next time, until then take care everyone. Current Mood: aggravated Current Music: Korn - Coming Undone (9 Comments |Comment on this)
Tuesday, July 11th, 2006
5:08 pm	A real update soon Just posting here to see if I can get people's AIM names, my computer crashed and lost them all so if you could please post your AIM names, comments are screened. (Comment on this)
Monday, March 20th, 2006
10:58 am	Just cause Darkpaw keeps nudging me ;) Well I guess it's about time I updated this things huh *chuckles* Well a lot has happened since my last update so lets catch everyone up to date. First and foremost I'm no longer working at Banfield in Surprise, I've been transferred to another Banfield in Glendale which is closer to me so that's good. The odd thing about this hospital is that I'm the only male nurse there which makes for interesting conversations *chuckles* But all the ladies are very kind and for some reason enjoy working with me, imagine that ;). I've been working at this new hospital for about 3 and half months now and I'm enjoying it, I've seen some interesting cases as well as some very sad cases but all in all my experience here has been positive. Another thing that people might be interested to know is that I was almost in a car accident, no worried I'm fine as is my car but it was a close thing. As I was driving to work a truck with construction supplies cut me off, which is fine I had plenty of time to slow day but when the idiot cut me off a bunch of lumber in the back of his truck flew out I had to swerve to avoid getting hit by a bunch of pieces although one hit my rim on my tire and bend it so bad I had to get it rewielded. The thing that really pisses me off though is the fact that this jerk saw what happened and drove off really fast before anyone could get his plates, but oh well at least I'm ok. Other than that I've been ok and just working a lot, so forgive me if I've not been online much but I am still alive. Also my thoughts and prayers go out to a certain wolf and wolfess I know, you both are in my heart and prayers. Well until next time I hope everyone is well *hugs everyone* Current Mood: awake Current Music: Korn - Love Song (13 Comments |Comment on this)
Wednesday, November 23rd, 2005
9:08 pm	*whew* Well once again I'm horrible at updating this thing but this time it isn't all my fault. Work has been great though they been working me like a dog lately, oh well it's to be expected with me being the new guy and all. I've seen a lot of interesting cases, such as a guinea pigs with mange, a boxer with a luccating patella, and sadly I've seen four cases of parvo with one of the dogs ending up being put to sleep. I know that it's part of the job but I can't help but feel bad everytime we put a pet to sleep, I start to think "what could we have done to save it" or "what did I do wrong to have to put the pet down", I know that it's not anyone's fault but it's something that kinda bothers me. Oh well, I've also learned a lot, I can now take and develop x-rays, I monitor pets under anesthesia, and I know how to fill medications so it's not all bad. Another thing that's been on my mind is the holidays, I tend to get a bit lonesome during the holiday season. I know that I have many wonderful friends all over the place but alas none are close by so I get to feeling alone, plus it doesn't help that during this tyime of the year you tend to see a lot of couples doing things together and just being in love. Hmph I know I probably sound bitter but I'm not, I'm truly happy for them I just wish that I had that closeness with someone ya know *waves his hand* Sorry for having an emo moment there I'll hush. Anyhow I'll close by saying I hope that everyone has a great Thanksgiving and I hope that you have a great time with all your loved ones. Current Mood: contemplative Current Music: 3 Doors Down - Here Without You (12 Comments |Comment on this)
Tuesday, October 18th, 2005
7:54 pm	Geez I have to update this thing more often Hey all once again it's time for me to dust this thing off and update everyone about my dull little existance, so let's get started. My trip to hang out with my friend was great, I had so much fun hanging around with him and seeing the sights. I have to say that it was very hard to leave because I was having so much fun and I liked the fact that I came back home (well his home anyway) and there was someone there waiting for me, weird I know but I'm weird after all :P. I hope that he had as much fun as I did. Another thing is in case anyone has noticed that I'm not online as much anymore that's because I got a new job ^_^. I'm now working at Banfield Pet Hospital as a PetNurse, it's a fun job and very interesting I'm learning a lot everyday that I work which is great. I've seen a lot of different animals while there which is cool, though I have yet to see any reptiles but I'm sure I will sometime. I work Tuesdays through Saturday now which is different I must say but cool still. Sorry to anyone who has been trying to get in touch with me lately, since working I've been really busy and when I get home I'm tired and sleepy so I can be rather untalkitive but I'm working on that. I miss chatting with all my friends, especially a certain puppy and wolf, they know who they are ^^. Anyhow enough boring talk from me, I'll try to keep this thing updated more often. Laterz *hugs*. Current Mood: good Current Music: Yoko Kanno - Inner Universe (Title theme of GITS:SAC) (10 Comments |Comment on this)
Sunday, August 21st, 2005
5:06 pm	An update Hey everyone, the dull wolger here giving you guys a little update. First off, my internet connection has been giving me grief as of late and I've not been receiving messages that people have sent me, so if I didn't answer any of you when you messaged me more than likely my faulty connection didn't let me receive your message sorry about that guys be sure to IM me again if you see me again sorry about that. Next, I'll more than likely not be online much this week, tomorrow I'm heading out of town to visit a friend and I don't know if I'll have access to the net. I'll be back Saturday night so if you wanna chat I'll be here then (as if anyone would want to talk to me :P). Anyhow I hope all is well with everyone and I'll see you guys when I get back, take care everyone. Current Mood: tired Current Music: Ours - Sometimes (8 Comments |Comment on this)
Friday, June 10th, 2005
11:52 pm	Meme since berin tagged me :) List your current six favorite songs of the moment, then pick six other people that have to do the same. I have odd taste in music so I have some odd choices :P 1. Eiffel 65 - La Mia Lente 2. Depeche Mode - Waiting For The Night 3. Dir En Grey - [KR]Cube 4. Earshot - Someone 5. Sonata Arctica - Misplaced 6. Traci Lords And Juno Reactor - Fallen Angel And now the people I'll torture with this meme ;) 1. bayson Cause I'm curious :) 2. le_loup_peint Cause I want to know what the wolfess listens to 3. czar_wolfhound Cause I can ;) 4. dogzrbarkn I'm curious as to what are your favorite songs 5. preyfar Just for shits and giggles 6. jonnorthwood Again I'm curious Current Mood: calm Current Music: Sonata Arctica - Misplaced (12 Comments |Comment on this)
Wednesday, June 8th, 2005
3:51 pm	Well it's official I am now done with school, I took my last final and practical last night so now I am free. Honestly I will miss school because it was fun and I learned a lot, even though I had to put up with so much drama. In case any of you are wondering I'll be graduating with a 4.0 grade point average, perfect attendance, dean's list for the entire time I was in school and I was named vet student of the month (I'm not bragging, I'm just happy that I was able to accomplish so much). My graduation ceremony will be in July, but as of right now I have the title of VA (Vet Assistant)to my name. Needless to say I'm very happy, now onto the fun part of finding a job in a clinic or hospital *chuckles*. Current Mood: accomplished Current Music: Eiffel 65 - La Mia Lente (22 Comments |Comment on this)
Sunday, May 22nd, 2005
10:58 pm	Well things are looking up As you all asked I'm updating on the situation with my school. You'll be happy to know that I was able to transfer to night classes but not without interference. Last Monday I had my last final with Stephanie as my teacher and was all set to transfer once I finished my practical, well lo and behold things weren't going to be that easy. Apparently Michelle found out about the senior's plans to transfer to nights and talked to the dean(who likes her and backs her on any decison no matter how unfair), the dean stated that no one was going to be allowed to transfer into the night class once he talked to the ladies in charge of transfers. Of course this pissed all of us off because they have no right to deny transfers, so right after our tests my friends Fawn, Amy and I all went to the front office and spoke to different people about transferring and we were allowed to but I didn't come out of it without getting yelled at, apparently Christy (the lady I talked to about transfers) is friends with Michelle and basically said that I should be ashamed of the fact that I'm making her look bad well at this point I was already livid so I basically ripped her a new body opening about what she said and reported her to the president of the school. But in the end I made it to night classes which rocks, my teacher Sandy is so awesome and layed back so I know I'll have a great last two weeks then I'll be done. I want to thank everyone for their support through this it makes me feel good to know that people care. Now onto what's going on now, today I spent most of the day working on my dad's car, helping him fix all the brakes. Afterwards I helped out my mom with cleaning up the house then washed and hung up my scrubs for school (no, you don't want to see me in them cause I look like a smurf). After all that I grilled out some food for all of us for dinner then hopped online and kinda vegged. One kinda interesting/kinda sad note is that I finally got to see the animated short Kaze, The Ghost Warrior, it is very well made and a great movie though short. The interesting/sad thing that I was referring to about the movie is the fact that I could deeply relate to the character Kaze, I found myself crying as I watched because I know his pain, the pain of loss of both your honor and of love, I've had both happen to me quite a few times. Mind you I'm not making this entry to get pity, just writing down my feelings after seeing the movie, it touched something inside me and made a lot of things kinda gush out and make me feel odd, sad and very lonely. I think I've been long winded enough so I'll close by saying to those who have someone that they love and care about in their life, be sure to tell them that you care, never forget to tell them that you love them and hold them close to you for you are extremely fortunate to have them. Current Mood: lonely Current Music: Kaze The Ghost Warrior (4 Comments |Comment on this)
Friday, May 13th, 2005
2:34 am	Ever feel like the world is just trying to kill you slowly Well now I'm alive, barely. A lot has happened since my last update so be prepared for my long winded entry. Well as I stated before, in school my old teacher left for another teaching position at Long Technical College thus putting us with a new teacher. Well when I first found out about this I was worried since I didn't know if our new teacher would like me at all like Kimm did. Well our new teacher, Stephanie, ended up being a great teacher even better than Kimm had been so that set my mind at ease and we got along great. Things went smoothly in class for the next few months and I thought that I'd have smooth sailing the rest of the time I was in school, alas that's not what's happening. About two weeks ago we found out that the dean was starting a new system for the Vet Assistant program due to high drop out rate. Essentially the plan is that instead of new student coming in at the beginning of each new semester they'd come in at the start of each new class, thus allowing a person to start as soon as possible even if it's in the middle of a current class. Well that's fine and dandy but since they chose Stephanie to start teaching these incoming freshman, what's to become of her current class (me being in this class), well that's where the school totally screws us. Now there are two AM vet classes, Stephanie's and Michelle's, now the plan was to stick all of us into Michelle's class but that presents a couple of major problems, one problem is the fact that Michelle hates our whole class because we're all making A's and most of us have a 4.0 average while her class average is barely a 2.0. problem two is the fact that since we're in Clinical Lab right now, we have to complete a list of various tests and procedures and get checked off for it by our teacher, well most of us have out sheets almost filled out and completed but since we're being transfered to the other class Michelle says that all our check off are null and void and we have to do everything over again, lastly the students in Michelle's class have said that they hate the fact that we're coming into the class and they want to make out time in the class miserable so yeah, we're fucked. Right now a lot of the seniors in our class are transferring into the night class, which I will be doing as well, but as we found out today, Michelle is going to try and stop us so that we're forced into her class. All in all this whole situation is making me very sick and I'm very worried that Michelle might do something to ruin our grades, which I've worked hard to keep a 4.0 average for the entire time that I've been in school so if she fucks it up I am seriously going to have a breakdown. Hopefully I'm just worrying over nothing and things will go smoothly once my transfer to night classes goes through but still... I have other things on my mind as well but I won't bore you guys with my whining anymore, I'll save that for a private entry. Anyhow I hope everyone else is doing ok, take care. Current Mood: depressed Current Music: Moonspell - Ruin and Misery (12 Comments |Comment on this)
Friday, March 25th, 2005
2:49 am	Didn't see this coming ;) You scored as Wolf. You are the Wolf. When you are with someone, your allegience never falters. Your family is very important to you and you will protect that family with all you have, no matter what. </td> Wolf 100% Dog 92% Deer 67% Bull 58% Bear 58% Eagle 58% Fox 58% Salmon 58% Ram 50% Snake 42% Dragon 42% Crow 42% Stag 33% Horse 33% Which animal totem best suits you? created with QuizFarm.com Current Mood: sleepy Current Music: Depeche Mode - Things That You Said (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Friday, March 18th, 2005
5:25 pm	I'm alive I swear! Well once again it's time to dust off my LJ and update it, though I doubt anyone reads this thing *chuckles* Well school has been going great so far, my new teacher Stephanie is awesome, I know I was afraid that we wouldn't get along but hell we're getting along great which is a major plus. Anyhow I just passed Anatomy and Physiology II, these have been really great classes I've learned a lot about what makes animals tick plus it's really interesting. Let's see what else is going on in school, oh yeah for some sick reason my classmates have voted me as student of the month (I do demand a recount on that since I know other people deserve it more than me :P) and I found out that I have the highest GPA in the whole Vet Program which really shocks me, apparently I'm at a 4.0 GPA with no absences and 100% in all my classes (and no I'm not bragging, this really does shock me). I guess I found my calling huh so anyone need a Vet check up *smiles and puts on his stethoscope and scrubs* Other than that I've been hanging around with friends and writing a bit (yeah I went back to it again), and before anyone asks no one is seeing my writing cause it really sucks *chuckles* Oh yeah, in case people didn't know I have a cell phone now with Sprint PCS therefore I have unlimited nights and weekends plus free PCS to PCS calling, which I've been using a lot to chat with a certain pup *snugs him and give him a good tummy rub* So if anyone wants my cell number just drop me an email or just comment here but please tell me who you are if you email cause I've been getting some really weird emails from people I don't know. Anyhow I'll update again when anything else happens so until then take care. Current Mood: calm Current Music: Submersed - Hollow (19 Comments |Comment on this)
Saturday, March 5th, 2005
11:47 am	Swiped from a lot of people PLEASE DO NOT ARCHIVE MY BLOG ON FRIENDITTO. NOT FOR ANY REASON. NOT EVEN IF YOU THINK YOU'RE MY VERY BEST FRIEND. DO. NOT. DO. IT. This is my LJ so please leave it be! Current Mood: sleepy (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Sunday, February 13th, 2005
11:55 am	Happy Birthday shoutouts Many snugs and hugs go out to colifox and ysengrin, I hope that both of you have a wonderful day. Current Mood: happy (3 Comments |Comment on this)
Monday, January 24th, 2005
4:31 pm	Update time Well I promised an update entry on what's going on with me so here it is. School has been going well, so far I've passed all my classes with A's which has me on the dean's list, yay me! Sadly though I found out that after the current class I'm in is overmy teacher Kimm will be leaving to go and teach at another college. This sorta has me scared because Kimm liked me and made it a point to talk with me and joke around with me, heck we even swapped music together *chuckles* But I'm scared that our new teacher may not like me like Kimm did so I'm kind of nervous but I'm sure that things will be ok *crosses his fingers* On the home front, my dad is doing well and is recouping from his surgery just fine (he had some bone spurs removed from his left heel) plus his work has given him a nice raise which has him happy. As for my mom, she was recently given an assistant vice president position at the bank which is really nice seeing as three of her last bosses promised to get her a coporate officers title but never did but that's ok because this title is two titles above what she should've had already so I'm happy for her. As for me, I've been mostly doing school work but got the chance on Friday to hang out with nucwulf and wolfmage all night which was really fun. Also I finally have a car of my own, on Saturday I bought a car from a friend of my dad, I'm now the owner of a 1991 Infiniti Q43 ^_^ It's a really nice car with a kickass sound system so you know I'm enjoying it ;) Lastly to those who wondered where I've been since I wasn't online on Sunday at all, on Saturday night I caught a bad cold and spent most of Sunday in bed sick as a dog plus I haven't felt at all socialable but I won't get into why, just know that I'm ok, but am in a very depressed state. No worries to those, if any, who are concerned, I go through this quite a bit so eventually I'll be ok, or I'll more or less put on my happy face and keep going onward. Anyhow, I'll update again soon until then have fun and be safe. Current Mood: sick (10 Comments |Comment on this)
Wednesday, December 29th, 2004
2:21 pm	Bored I will have an actual update to my LJ but for now, a quiz :P you are yugo...you like to dance and hang out and just be cool but in the darkness of the night you hunt for prey cause you're the wolf Which Bloody Roar character are you quiz (great pics) brought to you by Quizilla Current Mood: bored Current Music: Earshot - Tongue Tied (7 Comments |Comment on this)
Sunday, December 5th, 2004
7:47 pm	Yep I'm alive, somewhat Well bet people have been wondering what this weird wolger has been up to huh (yeah right :P) well mostly I've been busy with school. As of right now I'm done with all my animal nursing classes, I must say that they were very interesting classes I really loved all the hands on experiences that we got in class I even got to work with horses which was really cool. Right now I'm taking a class in medical terminology, it's mostly book work but it's nice to finally know what some of these medical abbreviations means even if it means I have my head buried in a book most of the day *chuckles* I'm really looking forward to when I'm done with all my training and I can start working in a Vet Hospital or Clinic, I wonder if anyone I know would want me to work on their animals *smirks* or maybe somefurs would like a checkup *giggles* The only other thing that is happening is that I'm turning 25 on tuesday, I know I know I'm old :P Not much else is going on so I'll end things here, I'll try to update on things more often *waves to everyone* Laterz Current Mood: okay Current Music: Tears of The Sun on TV (14 Comments |Comment on this)
Friday, October 8th, 2004
7:02 pm	Wow that was fast Well I'm sure everyone is curious as to what I've been up to lately, yeah right :P As you all know I'm in school for Vet Tech training, it's been taking up a lot of my time as of late, tons of homework, lots of reading and lots of practicing. Not that I'm complaining, I'm having a lot of fun and I'm learning quite a bit that I didn't know about animals, plus now I know how to give an animal a basic exam *smirks and puts on some rubber gloves* so who wants to be first to be examined? ;). Just this week I had my first final for my classes, this final was for Animal Nursing 1, we learned quite a bit of info in this class so I had to study my tail off but it was worth it cause I got an A on the final and an A for my overall grade for the class so I'm happy ^^. Now I'm supposed to start learning about emergency medicine which should be exciting and interesting so wish me luck guys. Anyhow I'll try and update more often so that I actually put worth wild entries in this thing *chuckles and waves* Laterz guys :) Current Mood: okay Current Music: InuYasha playing on my DVD player (10 Comments |Comment on this)